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Outer Darkness
Then, my
spirit went to a dark place. The darkness in that place is different
from earthly darkness. That darkness will shock your spirit that you
will not be able to see your hands even if you placed them in front
of you. I was positive this was not heaven, even though I have never
been there. I knew heaven is not supposed to be dark, it should be a
place full of light. I thought, “Oh,
no!” Does this
mean this place is Hell? I could not determine the location of the
place because when I was little I heard Hell is a place full of fire
and sulfur; but here there was no fire, only darkness. I said, "What
kind of place is this?"
I heard a lot of people crying, [Matt
25:30] but I cannot
tell where they were. Suddenly, I heard a voice that repeated, "You
go forward, you go forward.”
I walked in the darkness and as I continued
walking, the cries of the people got near enough that I should have
been able to see them face to face, but I still could not see
anything. At that time, I recognized the sound of iron chains, and
heard a lock being opened. Suddenly a door opened, and the room was
slightly brighter inside. I saw a great number of people, and when I
think about it they were all Christians. The first thought that came
to me was that Christianity was a lie, for those Christians did not
go to heaven at all; they went to darkness, and this place was filled
with Christians. How come they were all here? Some were Christian
women from my village who had already passed away that I knew very
well, but they all ended up in this place. Then a voice said to me:
"Go inside." I replied, "Definitely not! I
will never enter into this place." I knew that once I
entered, I will join the crowd of crying, dead people. People in
there were continuously yelling and crying and all of their clothes
were grey and tattered. At that time, there was an unknown force that
pushed
me in, but my hand remained clinging to the door, and I refused to
enter the room, so I knelt down and cried loudly, “Lord, I will
never seek to commit suicide anymore, please return life to me and
allow me to live. If I am going to this place, I might as well live
several more years on earth with the sickness. Why should I come
here? Oh, no!” by that time I had a question mark constantly
pondering in my heart, as I thought there were no such places of
heaven and Hell; all was a lie. Those who seemed to believe in Jesus
on earth all ended up here. I constantly though – there was no such
thing as Heaven or Hell.
pushed
me in, but my hand remained clinging to the door, and I refused to
enter the room, so I knelt down and cried loudly, “Lord, I will
never seek to commit suicide anymore, please return life to me and
allow me to live. If I am going to this place, I might as well live
several more years on earth with the sickness. Why should I come
here? Oh, no!” by that time I had a question mark constantly
pondering in my heart, as I thought there were no such places of
heaven and Hell; all was a lie. Those who seemed to believe in Jesus
on earth all ended up here. I constantly though – there was no such
thing as Heaven or Hell.
I asked:
"What is this
place?"
Suddenly a voice said to me: "This
is a place of wailing and gnashing of teeth.”
I could hear someone speaking but I could not see this person. I
continued to ask, "What?
This is the place of wailing and gnashing of teeth? How come all
these people here are Christians?"
He said, "These
people believed in Jesus without repentance."
I replied, "Then,
how about the nonbelievers?"
He said, “The
nonbelievers go directly to Hell."
Then suddenly I found myself going directly to Hell.
Hell
The
horrible place where nonbelievers are cannot compare to the place
where those who believe Jesus without repentance are. I heard the
people in Hell crying terribly in great pain. Everybody there shouted
two words: "So Hot! So Thirsty!"
I saw fire burning inside their bodies; every time the fire burned in
their body, the person would scream. Surprisingly, worms that would
not burn up, continued to drill and crawl in and out the people’s
bones. Each time it would inflict great pain upon the person.
Having one’s spirit tortured is worse than the
physical body being tortured. When I realized this, I said to
myself, “It is much better to believe in Jesus without
repentance than not believing in Jesus and directly going to Hell,”
when you take into account the place of weeping and gnashing of
teeth, which is better than the Hell.”
Heaven
I
thought, does Heaven actually exist? The moment this question crossed
my mind, I felt my spirit going up to Heaven. Wow! It was so
beautiful; the beauty of Heaven was unbelievable. I saw flowing
water, grass, mountains, and flowers. The streets that were
much more beautiful than the man made streets on Earth. The mountains
were made of precious stones, the water looked like pearl and onyx
crystals, the streets were paved with pure gold, and the walls were
built with jasper, ruby, sapphire, and emerald. I was stunned by its
beauty! I said to myself, "I am not leaving! I desire to stay
in a place like this." Suddenly an angel came and spoke to
me, "According to the level of your faith, you belong to the
place of weeping and gnashing of teeth. You may not enter into this
place." I demanded, "I am not leaving."
Then the angel said, "No! You must leave." I
replied, "Do I have to suffer the pain from my sickness on
Earth again?" He said, "If you are not willing go
back to Earth, then your only other option is to stay in the place of
weeping and gnashing of teeth." I said, "If my only
other option is to stay in that dark place, then I would rather
return to my sick body on Earth and suffer from the disease."
I chose to return to Earth. The next second my spirit returned
home.
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