May 11, 2015
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Jesus: I have so much love and compassion for you, My dear bride.
Clare: Oh Jesus I long to be with you. This world is such an imperfect place and me being in it doesn't make it any more perfect.
Jesus: I know how you feel and you're exercising great patience.
Clare: I long for you Lord.
Jesus: I long for you as well. You have no idea neither can you comprehend the torture I go through everyday. Having My bride apart from Me, we are both suffering from this separation. But at least we have these times of refreshing between us that truly helps.
Clare: Well, it comforts Me that too, just to know that you care enough to want to be with me substantially. All I want more of you and less of the other things. But I don't want to be unresponsive to those who write to us.
Jesus: Don't you know that we're together when you're writing to them? Don't you know that I fill your head with My thoughts so you can counsel them for Me?
Clare: At that point I just got real teary-eyed and got an ocean of emotion.
Lord, I don't want to be here. I really want to be with You.
Jesus: Soon, My beloved.
Clare: Why am I feeling this way?
Jesus: Because we're getting closer to the time. I'm allowing you to see a little into your heart how you are longing for Me and if I revealed the whole truth to you, you will die on the spot.
Clare: But that wouldn't be such a bad thing, would it?
Jesus: Not for you or I, but for others it would.
Clare: Oh Jesus I'm feeling heartsick again.[ and I wanna take it aside here before I go to the next part of our conversation to explain something to You in response to the comments from my last video , last night about making more time for the Lord in preparing your heart for the wedding, I have shared with many that the Lord is bringing this into perfection in levels as we realize that the rapture is almost upon us. All are getting more serious about overcoming your flesh.
There have been three serious warnings in the past 12 months and the feeling of expectation was just overwhelming. The direction was upon us, but we're still here. Is the Lord misleading us?]
Jesus: No, never. God does not lie. However, He is leading us into a clear understanding about in us that still needs to be overcome. Every time we brace ourselves for the rapture, we go into our prayer closet to get closer to the Lord to purify our hearts, to separate ourselves from the world, and the tackler of flesh along with the Holy Spirit's help. Every single time, our wedding dress loses more of its stains and becomes purer and more brilliant.
Clare: These are almost drills in preparation for the final day which the Lord says will come. One of these days, it will not be a drill, but the real thing.
Jesus: You are right in what you've been telling people. That is exactly what I'm doing because every level brings another set of stains out of their wedding dress for those who are truly willing. Others just tag along for the journey but do not really apply themselves to the messages. This is what separates the brides from the believers. I love them both, but the brides pursue Me with their hearts and I reward them with My presence.
Clare: So I was thinking, okay, so...
Jesus: When am I coming? Any minute, one of these times, it won't be a drill it will be the real thing. I want to see exactly how obedient each of My lovers is, and in the process they're getting many many stains out of their garments. May be not altogether but because they are coming to the surface and I may be able to forgive them and lift them away. In this process I'm not asking for perfection only for a firm purpose of amendment and effort because My bride wants to be perfect, wants to be washed and cleaned, wants to be delivered of her faults and sins.I'm imputing it to her as a righteousness and although she may not be truly perfect when I come for her, her commitment stands in her stead and her garment becomes a spotless garment. Do you understand? I am doing this for her. I am doing the doing as she corresponds to Me in obedience. I lift the stain, it is part of the mystery of sanctification. Oh Clare I love her so. I want for her to be with Me. And there are different levels. Some are given 20 talents, some only one, so I judge them to what was done to what was given. That is why some why some seemingly unlikely candidates because they worked so hard with their little one talent. They are seen as equally successful as others who were given many more talents and used them properly.
Oh, how I love My bride and long to have her with Me. Your song was very touching, very touching. Many hearts came to Me through that song. Thank you beloved, thank you for the beautiful song. It brings glory and honor to Me. and brings My bride just have much closer to perfection. As she immerses herself in worship, the fire of her love purifies her heart. And up and out comes the dross. The more she remains in worship, the more dross that comes to the surface, the more she recognizes her insufficiency and yields herself to Me. That is why I prefer the souls come to Me through worship. I will enter your gates through thanksgiving in My heart. I will enter your courts with praise. It is clarifying worship. The essence of her soul reaches out to Me and we become one in a divine moment of union. The entire purpose of life is to know Me, to serve Me, and to love Me and in no other place is that mandate realized as in worship. Here she is giving herself to Me and I reach out and embrace her with My love. It is the premier wait intimacy with Me. So I want you to continue to teach her that this is the way to come to My heart. So many have no appreciation for what I do for them, and I'm not talking about those who don't know Me. I'm talking about My believers, disciples and brides. Thanksgiving is sadly lacking in all. And that is why I withhold major blessings because the minor ones have not been acknowledged and appreciated. This is another oak to My heart. I delight to hear My bride rejoicing in the gifts I have given her. Complaining is the very opposite. If I have allowed sickness that has not yielded to anointed prayer and I am asking of her closest friend that she carry a bit of My cross for those are yet unsaved. It is indeed valuable as a fast offering. That is why I rarely ask you to fast anymore. You carry much pain on a daily basis. When you were younger you fasted as much as a week. But now you're carrying your cross and a bit of mine in a different way. It saddens Me that so few understand this dynamic. Oh how much comfort they would receive if only they knew how valuable their sufferings are to Me.
Many will be shocked when they arrive in heaven at the great reception they will get from those who benefited from their sufferings in this life.
Clare: we're not carrying the cross of salvation but what we're carrying is the cross of sanctification and opening the hearts of people and turn to the Lord for the salvation offered to them. It's fast offering the same thing you would fast for food when you carry the cross without complaining,I'm trying not to complain. I am not free of complaining, anyway, it has great merit. I also want to mention that our Book Chronicles of the bride has a chapter devoted to souls that were saved because others rejected the grace God intended for them and the chapter is called Grace is Dispensed on your Behalf March 9, 2007, on page 65 and I'll leave this in the description box along with the video and link to the book and our website and new blog site as well. Much has progress reports from people who have been having real gains in prayer.
Jesus: My last word to you tonight is to stand strong. Hold the ground you have gained by looking into My mirror by confronting your faults in your flesh. Hang on to that ground it is valuable. Don't slide back drinking and carousing because your groom is delayed rather protect what remains and continue to advance in the fight against your flesh. I shall give you the victory. I bless you now with the perseverance to stand expectantly waiting for My call at any moment, and do not grow weary in well doing when you get to have a wish to help much more the others. And please My brides as you take time with Me this week recognize more and more how the world has gotten into your thinking in your lives.
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Worship Song
I Surrender All
