Obsessive Compulsiveness & Forgetfulness of Self

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OCD & Forgetfulness of Self, July 24, 2015

The Lord had a sweet message for us tonight, and a directive message, as well. I went to bed last night throwing a pout and being upset, because I couldn’t have my shiny, new gate. I was mad! I was glad there was a teaching that came from it, but I was really struggling with my flesh and my human emotions.


I cried. Kinda pouted and fell asleep.


Anyway, tonight when I was with the Lord in worship, and I’d gotten over myself, for the most part, I remembered that, two or three days ago I was wearing a wine colored dress. And whenever I’m wearing that color, it means there’s a sacrifice coming. Tonight, didn’t notice what color I was wearing. I think it might have been that same dress. But He was wearing slacks and a shirt. He danced with me and He was just...well, a fewtimes, it was as if I was looking at us from a distance, I caught His expression and it was so vulnerable, and so tender, and so happy that I had gotten over myself and that I was there from Him. It was really something to behold –I really can’t even describe it. It brings tears to my eyes just to think about it. He was just so happy to have me there, and that I so wanted to be with Him.


In the past, I don’t think I handled my corrections quite as quickly –but with age comes wisdom...yes!


Tonight, He began the message with: "I'm just happy that you're not upset with Me anymore."


Oh, Lord how ignorant to be upset with You. How foolish!


"But you were."


Yes, Lord, I was.


"But, you know it was for your best?"


Yes, I know I have been very foolish. Lord, I woke up with this Scripture on my mind:


I Cor 7:28 I think that in view of the present distress it is good for a person to remain as he is...... those who marry will have worldly troubles, and I would spare you that. 29This is what I mean, brothers: the appointed time has grown very short. From now on, let those who have wives live as though they had none, 30 and those who mourn as though they were not mourning, and those who rejoice as though they were not rejoicing, and those who buy as though they had no goods, 31 and those who deal with the world as though they had no dealings with it. For the present form of this world is passing away. 32I want you to be free from anxieties.


Wow. That sums it up...


"You know why, don't you?"


Oh Lord, if I look at this passage and when it was written, I will get extremely depressed. (‘Cause back then, first century, you know the passage of time and that time was short. It’s been two thousand years since then! And I thought, ooohhhh , I don’t want to think about that!)


"So, look at it as if it were just written because I have just quickened it to you. It's not so much getting something you need, it's more about getting all tangled up in the world...Do you not know that no soldier gets entangled in civilian pursuits, since his aim is to please the one who enlisted him? 2 Tim 2. I would have you free from the cares of this world, My Little Martha. Remember how hard we have worked to see your Mary nature overtake your Martha tendencies? Do you want to throw all that hard work away?"

Of course not, Lord.


"Well, the devils are slippery, Clare. They tell you, 'You can do this, you can get involved...you're not drifting, as soon as you’re done you can shut the door on this.’ Don't you know that's a lie? They had plenty planned for you, way beyond what you can even see or imagine right now. Give an inch and they take a mile. It is so tricky, literally. You begin to feel confident and that's when you begin to slide. With your nature, when you're doing any kind of project in the world, it is like I am watching you negotiate a mine field, and at some point when you begin to get too close, I have to stop you. This is your agreement with Me. This is what you want Me to do, so I do have your permission after all."


You know, guys –I have to say that yep, that’s true. I remember times that I’d get started on a project around here, and by the third day I’d say, ‘Oh, I’ll be done with this by the end of the week. I’ll get back to serious prayer –prayer for the larger portion of the day and study.’ A week would come and go. Two weeks would come and go. Four weeks would come and go. EIGHT weeks would come and go –and I mean, I was HOOKED! I was OFF on a tangent, and you were not getting me back! And I would long for the Lord, and say ‘This isn’t right, I need to stop.’ But I couldn’t stop! I was caught in some kind of a whirlwind, a vortex of some kind, and I couldn’t get out of it. Finally, after enough time elapsed, the Lord would come and rescue me. I’d collapse in tears, and say, ‘This isn’t what I wanted, Lord! This is not what I wanted, I’m so sorry. Thank you for rescuing me!’


So, continuing, after He talked about our agreement:
Oh Lord, couldn't You have stopped me after the shiny new gate was up?


"And miss you throwing a fit? Not in this world, I love to see you sacrifice and overcome yourself for Me."


That's mean.


"You won't be thinking that way when you get to Heaven, you'll be thanking Me."


Well, you’re always right, so I have to take Your word for it. But still....


"You Love Me very much, Clare. And, I love it when you prove your love by obedience."


OK. (sigh)


He began speaking to all of us then:
"My Precious Brides, this is what it boils down to. If you Love Me, REALLY Love Me, you will deny yourself, pick up your cross and follow Me. In short, you will obey Me, even My every, little wish. And I wish for nothing but your good and the salvation of souls. When I correct you, it is a pruning. I am cutting back the dead wood to increase the yield of grapes. As I said, it is for your good and for the good of souls for Heaven.


"Although at the time it isn't pleasant, still it will bring forth an abundance of sweet fruit. You prove your love for Me through your obedience and faithfulness to Me. I see what is around the next bend, you do not. I am ahead of you and fully aware of satan's next move with you. I prepare and protect you, even though at times, it is unpleasant. What joy it brings Me to see you bend your will to Mine. There is nothing quite like it in Heaven or on Earth: a soul who has free will, free agency to do whatever they please, but they are only pleased with what pleases Me.


"Can you imagine how much joy that brings Me? No, you can’t. You cannot see a world full of ungrateful souls running to their ruin and busy taking all around them into perdition. To see a soul that stands against the flesh and says, ‘No, I choose not to do this-for my God.’ Oh, it is so heartening for Me, so encouraging, so full of the splendor of holiness. This is what I need from all of you, My Brides.

"Just like there are layers of sin, there are layers of sacrifice. The more you lose, the more you gain. Oh, if only you could see what you gain from these insignificant sacrifices. But, can you trust Me? It is a heavy weight of Glory that descends on such a soul. His or her dreams become My dreams. Her agenda becomes My agenda. My resources become her resources and no good thing do I withhold from those called by My Name who are living the life of faithfulness to My sovereign will.


"It is so contrary to the world. It is Heaven among us. Oh, the splendor and the glory of a soul that will live for Me alone. How much I can do through such a one as this. When I pour My life into you, it is meant to go out to others who are hurting in this world. But, if you appropriate it for selfish means, it frustrates My plan and it's as if you buried the talent and kept it from being fruitful.


"When I see that you are willing to use My graces as I meant them to be used, I continue to pour more through you until you become a living fountain of the manifestation of My Love for mankind. Oh, what a storehouse of treasures are laid up for those who love Me to the exclusion of themselves! If only you could see, you would never again appropriate My grace for selfish ends. And time? Yes, time is one of My graces to you. Once spent, it can never be regained. As you become more and more accountable to Me, in your heart, you will feel the pressure of time more keenly and be very careful not to waste it on your own pleasures.


"Of course there are times of refreshing, like the pizza I allowed Clare to have last night. There are times when I long to see you happy and satisfied with the gifts I give you. But, for the most part, the work of bringing salvation to souls is so pressing, so important and timely, that I prefer that you manifest forgetfulness of self. To this end I give you many graces and instructions in your conscience. I long for you to recognize and put them into practice. I know there are certain things you don't want to give up today, but tomorrow comes with new graces and as you fall more deeply in love with Me, those things have no more power over you. You have broken away from the man of flesh. Those who belong to Me have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires.


"You know, there are those in this world who are walking two feet off the ground, (figuratively speaking) completely detached from their fleshly nature. You wouldn't know them unless you studied their lives. They will always be found doing My will. The will of another they will refuse to do. They consider the time in their lives as not belonging to themselves and therefore avoid those things the carnal man values so highly.


"I am working with you. I am bringing you to this place. Don't be discouraged by your failures. If you handle them correctly they will only be stepping stones to the victory I have for you. Don't beat yourself when you fall. Get up, dust off the world and begin again in My grace.


"Beating yourself is counter-productive. Being resolute is a necessity. But, remember in all things: charity first. If your fasting ends in quarrelling and strife, and in striking each other with wicked fists, that is not the fast I have in mind. Rather, ‘loose the chains of injustice and untie the cords of the yoke. Set the oppressed free and break every yoke. Share your food with the hungry and provide the poor wanderer with shelter—when you see the naked, clothe them, and do not turn away from your own flesh and blood. (taken from Isaiah 58)

"These are the things that form a man in holiness. When done with a pure motive, and from the heart, using the life I've given as I would use it, you become My hands and My feet, taking on My appearance, and loving others as you love yourself.


“So, go forth, My Bride, and be a blessing to all, confident you are living in forgetfulness of self. This grace is here for you -now, appropriate it! Live it! Blessed is that servant I find doing My will when I return...you know not the hour...so live this way, hour by hour, day by day...for I am coming at an hour you do not expect, and I long to shower My rewards upon you."

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SSource: Heart Dwellers

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder or Plain Old Self-Will?

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The Black Panther Prowls Again, 7-23-15

The Lord bless you, dear Family. Well, this is a Ben & Jerry's New York Chocolate Chip Fudge ice cream night: time for me to fess up. That black panther of mine got loose again and started dragging me under. You'll have to go to the description box for the link to the history behind that panther story...


I don't know if you listened to last night’s video: CERN, Wickedness Increases, but when I went to the Bible Promises last night before I began to receive the message, one of my readings was under the "Repentance" topic. And I thought, ‘uh,oh... does that have to do with me, Lord??’ I thought it didn't have to do with me. Very funny. Isn't it always someone else who has the problem and we're just SO clean before the Lord??? Hmmmm.


Well, here's the story. I received permission to get our yard cleaned up. We have a gigantic cottonwood tree in the yard and it dumped a ton of cotton pods everywhere. The animals were dragging them in, mud was forming around them because last year’s leaves were never picked up. Hey, it's either Youtubes or yard work with three days to recover. So, that's a no brainier. Anyway, the Lord had given me permission to have two young men clean up the yard and put gravel down because the driveway and yard were turning to mud. I was just so happy, I'd been waiting for this for months. I expected the Rapture to happen sooner so I figured I'd have to leave that mess behind, which I didn't like either. It's taken several days to get the job done and I was beginning to feel my attention shift from ministry to cleaning things up.


Not good. I could feel it. Like a compulsion rising up inside of me, wanting to get everything put in order, just right, then be done and get refocused. But, these things have a life of their own! My Obsessive Compulsive streak started dragging me further and further away. Like...what about the gate that's stretched beyond usefulness, with holes in the sagging bailing wire and odd sized boards to keep animals in? I mean it has holes everywhere, won't stand up straight and is a real eye sore...so I figured I'll replace it.


I didn't check with the Lord first. For one thing, I didn't want to hear, "No" which would have been a reading like Lust or Money or worse yet, Pride. Oh, these are never, ever good to get. I'd better get down to the lumber yard and get that gate before I get a bad reading...I could feel that compulsive panther dragging me under, I just kept ignoring it and explaining it away, ‘This will be the last thing.’ I kept telling myself. 'Once the gate is up, I'm finished.’


Sure you are. Who are you kidding, anyway?


I didn't ask the Lord if I could, I figured this just has to be done. But inside I could feel something taking over, a compulsion that kept finding more things for these guys to do–and believe me, there is plenty! So, I bought a nice new gate and was going to have them mount it. In the meantime, Ezekiel started getting bad readings about money, the world, your wife, lusting after a neat yard, sickness...which is all about compulsion and so on.


He just started getting these readings today, so I went off licking my wounds and the Lord confirmed it. The Black Panther was out of the bag and in control a.g.a.i.n. I repented. He was right. I should have known last night when I got Repentance in the Bible Promises and He said to me, "Just because you can't connect, doesn't mean I can't connect with you. Yes, it has to be mutual but part of your problem is guilt, just like everyone else's. Let's put that all of that aside for now. We have work to do."


So, in that sentence, the Lord was saying, “yeah, you’re guilty. You’ve got guilt. A lot of people have guilt, too. But I’ve got a lot of things for you to do, so let’s just set that aside for now. We’ll come back to it...” Oh, boy…


I was having real problems connecting because this perfectionistic, compulsive animal had been dragging meunder with getting the yard in order. One thing after another, working with the guys, catching them cutting minutes off their hours, checking on them, not getting enough sleep because they came early. It was not good.

When the Lord said that about guilt last night, I thought, ‘Oh, false guilt.’ Noooooooooooo real unadulterated guilt, Hello? Jesus to Clare....tune in please. You are guilty. You knew you were drifting...come on...fess up.


You can even catch me in my denial on that video, the opening paragraph when I say, ‘Oh, it's that false guilt thing that keeps us from Jesus.’ Right? No, not false guilt...real guilt. So, I'm asking you, if you're having trouble tuning in with the Lord...what's in your craw that you're covering over or hiding from???


Is there something you've known He is not happy about but you try to explain it away. Come on! Misery loves company, fess up!!!!


OK,that said, I repented-but during prayer that ugly old, broken down, bailing wire gate kept assaulting me. It was saying, "I’m too ugly, don’t put me put back up! You have that other new one, it's perfect, not a mess like I am -and it will work. You don't want to put me back up – a piece of sagging garbage full of holes that I am on your nice new gravel driveway...do you? After all, the new one is so shiny and perfect."


So, between the Lord holding me and telling me how much He understood as I tried to worship tonight, and the thumbs down I got about the gate-I've been wrestling a monster tonight! The monster of self-will, materialism and perfectionism. He just wanted me to tell you ALL about it so you could be amused at my foolishness. Of course, no one else out there can relate, can you? Well even if you could, I'm not supposed to justify my foolishness with ‘But Lord, I'm not the only one.’


Oh, slippery slope this Pride and Self Will thing!!!


Well, He did say your problem is the same as everyone else's...so obviously He was setting me up for today's teaching. Guys, find your ‘black panther’ and put him in the cage. Lock him up tight and don't let him out again. Then, sit down with a clean conscience and tune into the Lord. Try Him in these things and see if it doesn't work.


OK, Lord I've exposed just one of many vices and weaknesses. Do you have a message tonight or is my folly the only message?


"Well, truth be told, I think your folly does quite nicely."


"However I want to add to that, My Brides. Oh, I love you all so dearly. But there's an aspect of your personalities that causes you difficulties and that is holding yourselves to too high a standard. If, in your consciousness there is anything you know I am dealing with you about, you will tend to shy away from Me and not open your heart to Me all the way.


"Is it worth it, My Beloveds? Really, think on this. Weigh it in the balance-your vice or sin vs My perceivable presence. You see, that's what it comes down to: you have to make a choice, because something inside of you sees Me as the Righteous God and if you are holding out on Me, you will not quite open to Me all the way lest you expose that dark corner you're holding out in.


"Of course, there are layers of sin in your life. You can only handle so much at one time. I choose what that is going to be because I know it is time for you to deal with it so you can move on. I know you can deal with it if you are willing and the graces you need are right there if only you will acknowledge your fault and take hold of the rope of grace so I can pull you out of the pit of your vice or sin.


"But, whether you are willing or not, as I told Clare last night: let's put that all of that aside now. We have work to do.


"So, I am saying the same thing to you tonight. Put the guilt aside for a moment, come spend time with Me. We both know there's a problem you haven't been willing to work on. Staying away from Me will weaken, not strengthen you. Come to Me just as you are and we will work it out together. There is much work to do, many gifts I have for you, but this vice is in your way, psychologically. The best scenario is for you to start working on the vice or put your foot down and say ‘NO, I'm done with this.’

"But, if you aren't ready to do that, come to Me anyway. We have work to do. In the process of the work I will shift your focus off the significance of your fault and onto the fruit that is out there to be harvested. As you grow in grace and harvesting, you will begin to feel stronger, like you really want to tackle that vice, you want it out of your life. The benefits of fellowshipping with Me WAY overwhelm the pleasure you get from the vice.


"But, do try to understand-the enemy is going to try and exploit your weakness. He's going to distract you away from others and onto yourself with guilt, which will severely hamper your ministry and your walk. I have so much for you to do, My Brides...in the short time left. I really would like to see you overcome some things I've been dealing with you about. We can move on into new territory as you overcome. But, if you hang onto that vice you will be a walking pin cushion for the darts of the enemy.


"So, think about it. Come to Me and let's get to work on it.


“I bless you now with courage...the courage it takes to carry your cross and be crucified on it.


“Just remember the resurrection. It is SO worth it."

Source: Heart Dwellers

Minister My Love On This Channel

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Minister My Love on This Channel, July 18, 2015


I pray that the Lord’s sweet presence would be with us today, as we listen to His heartbeat. Because truly He shared part of His heart with me tonight.


Our time began with very intense worship, I had just a real sense of longing for the Lord, just eating away at me. It was very hard, really –knowing Who He is and reaching for Him and sensing His presence is so painful. After a while, He just held me very tightly, and I could tell that He didn’t want to let me go any more than I wanted to let Him go. Finally, He ended up saying that He would hold me during the whole message. That was probably the only way I’d listen to Him!


Anyway, I said ‘Jesus, I can’t let go of You!’


He answered me, “Nor I of you, My Dove. Hang in there, Clare. I AM coming soon.”


Oh, Lord –You know those words....


“I know. Nonetheless, I am sincere, you know.”


I’m not saying You aren’t sincere. It’s just too hard to think about it.


“I know. This IS part of the Sacrifice. My faithful Wife, standing on the seashore, with her lamp lit and burning strongly, looking into the distant mists for signs of Me.”


He lifted my chin ever so tenderly, looking deeply into my eyes.


“I AM coming.”


Okay...


“No, seriously. Very shortly now, your life on Earth will end, and no more feelings of separation from Me ever again. I know you can’t fathom My love for you right now, even though we hold one another very tightly. You must know how much I love you, Clare.”


Oh, Lord, this world is so wicked, and You are so sweet and consoling.


“Not long, now –not long at all.”


But, Lord –NO one knows the day or hour.


He answered me, “Unless they’d been told by the Father...” His eyes twinkled.


Oh, Jesus! Give me the strength I need to persevere and take care of this Family. Help me in my weakness. Truly, I need Your help.


“Just hold onto the rope of Grace, My Love. Hold on. Just hold on.”


Jesus, would You hold on for me?


“Always. I am your safety cable, never to let go or fail you.”


Thank You.


“Well, are you feeling better?”

No...not until You come...I pouted.


“Well, I see we have impatient Brides looking for some new words.”


Lord, can you blame them?


“No, of course not. But those who are so impatient still have not put into full practice what I’ve asked of them. So, they come back on you as if you were the source. As if you had any say in what comes from Me. Well, you don’t. And I wish for all of them to take My words more seriously. Those who accept you are accepting Me, and that goes for the messages as well. Just a gentle rebuke, My Brides.”


What’s He’s talking is about is a couple of folks have expressed their ‘boredom’ with the last message –nothing new, you know. I even was in that place, where I thought, ‘Well, this message is kinda flat’ ...or kinda repetitive, or whatever. I confess: I was in that spot, too. And so the Lord is giving us clarification of what’s going on with Him, and why the last message was as it was.


He continued, “The church is ever looking for another sign, another prophetic word. Do you know, that’s a sign of spiritual boredom? Lukewarmness? Yes, it is. Your relationship with Me should be so vibrant, so exciting to you, that My presence is all you seek.”


Oh, Jesus...they’re going to love me for this...


“Do you care?”


I thought about it for a minute, and I thought in a sense I do...but in the ultimate sense, no. I don’t care. I only care about being faithful to what He wants me to say.


“Clare, I’m not a man, that you can put words in My mouth. I want more maturity from My waiting Bride. I want more depths of understanding. You are not here to entertain them. You are here to expose My heart to them. When I see the unsaved languishing, My heart aches. I want so badly to comfort them. Should I speak, so as to console My Bride? Or reach out to those who are perishing. Truly, Children –where are you coming from?Is this channel just for you? Or for the lost as well? For all –no matter what their status or understanding.


“When you see Me tenderly reach out for those who don’t know Me, back Me up! In Heaven you’ll be trained further to reach souls. This IS the work I have for you. This IS My daily preoccupation, that NONE should be lost. Back Me up, My Bride. Pray for those who visit this channel, that they will invite Me into their hearts and give Me their very lives. Oh, how I so desire they would come to Me. My heart burns with longing to comfort and console them. To heal their lethal wounds, and shed light on the suffocating darkness they walk in.


“Let them see that your heart is for them, too, by the generosity of your remarks and prayers. Let them know, that you care not for just yourself, but for them, too. That is a major problem with My Church –enough people don’t really care. They don’t care to go out of their way, for those who have yet to find their way.


“Come with me in this, beloved ones. We’re walking in times of obtuse darkness. So many languish, because they have not witnessed My love. They know all the things they are doing wrong –satan has bombarded them with their sins and worthlessness, so they dare not approach Me. We need to present to them the other side of Me, through you, who daily receive generous doses of My Love.

“Don’t recoil because I’ve corrected you. I chasten those I love. I’m molding you into perfect charity and self-sacrifice –even in the messages I give you. We are on the last leg of our journey together. This is your last opportunity to harvest with Me. Give it your generous all. Show those who do not know Me the side you know so well, and convince them of My goodness.”


Lord –this message seems so repetitive.


“It bears repeating until it is put into practice. Actually, I’m giving all a warm invitation to spot the survivors who are barely hanging on, those who’ve been crippled so badly in this life that they see no hope. You, My Brides, have walked with Me long enough to know that hope. Some of you have been beacons of charity, rushing to the side of every wounded soul, spreading the fragrance of My Love. To you, I say –truly, you have brought Me joy and repaired the damage done by so many remarks of indifference from those who bear My Name.


“You who are weary and impatient –come into My presence and worship. Allow your heart to meld with Mine. Allow Me to refill you. It doesn’t matter if you don’t see Me. What matters is that you came to Me and I’m there with you, filling you with generous rivers of Grace, that you may go out to a thirsty and languishing world.


“Do you know that there are actually some on this channel who have given their lives to Me, because they have listened to your conversations, and been edified and inspired to approach Me? And after you prepared their hearts, I indeed came to them. Just by this small, insignificant act you have brought them safely into the harbor of salvation.


“Souls do not need to be pounded into the ground with Scriptures. They are already face-down in the dirt, hating themselves, and so loaded down with years of condemnation, they really don’t believe anyone could ever love them. No, they need you to rush to their side, lift them up, help them stand, dust them off, and like the good Samaritan, clean their wounds with the finest salve and carry them in your prayers-just as surely as the donkey carried them to the inn, where they could be fed and recuperate. That’s the response I’m longing to see on this channel, for those who come here wounded and sin sick.


“You have only to ask, and I will give you My heart for them. I will equip you with that costly salve, made from My own body and blood. Their wounds will heal, and they will in turn succor others. This is how the Kingdom of God comes: one, by one, by one. It’s the little things that matter most. The seemingly insignificant response to a post that reveals the true Presence of the One True God who is Love.


“Well done, My good and faithful servants. Well done, for all the times you’ve revealed Me to others. You have no idea the fruit you have waiting for you in Heaven. Those little acts of kindness were nourishing drops of water in a dry and barren wasteland. You have witnessed first-hand the wasteland on the internet: the bickering, jealousy, down-grading, deprecating remarks and assertiveness of those who thrive on strife. Do not be a part of contentiousness –that is not My spirit at work. That is the enemy, turning souls from love to bitterness, turning attention to My spirit to the spirit of the world. Knowledge puffs up. Charity edifies. Rather, draw others out of the hostile climate into the oasis of your love.


“Yes, indeed. You carry within you an oasis, and I am never absent from you, but am faithful to give you an anointed word in season.


“So. There you have My Word for you in this torturous time of waiting. Minister to those who are languishing,
and be a generous example of My love and patience. You open the way for Me. Just as it is written, ‘Prepare the way of the Lord.’”

Source: Heart Dwellers

CERN Wickedness Increases, My Warring Bride, Pride Protection

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CERN Wickedness Increases, My Warring Bride, Pride Protection

7-22-15

The Lord had a very interesting message for us tonight. A little background: when I came into prayer tonight, I was extremely distracted, because I’ve been getting things ready around here, cleaning things up and doing what had to be done to put things in order. And you know, once you get that thing going in your head where you’re nesting, and you’re doing what you’re doing...once you get going with it, you don’t want to stop. It’s hard to stop. And coming into prayer, I was a little bit disordered in my mind, I just wasn’t as centered...Oh, I really want with all my heart to just get this stuff over quickly, so I can stay centered on the Lord.


The Lord was very merciful –He was extremely visible, ‘cause I think He knew what I was fighting against –a lot of self-condemnation for having gotten into doing these things. But, in retrospect, they have to be done. So, He’s on my side. He began the message by saying,


“Just because you can't connect, doesn't mean I can't connect with you. Yes,it has to be mutual, but part of your problem is guilt, just like everyone else's. Let's put that all of that aside now. We have work to do. What He was talking about was false guilt, not “guilt” guilt, but false guilt, and you know the devil’s take advantage of that. Well, you know they give you these thoughts of false guilt, and they magnify them. And if you go with it, pretty soon you’re running from the Lord instead of running TO the Lord. Or, you’re afraid He’s not going to speak to you or be with you in prayer time, because you did something bad. But, in all reality –you’re being lied to. So, let’s be careful with that, guys –the devil does that with EVERYONE.


“This thing with CERN is going to be a major hindrance to My Kingdom come, My will be done. However, I am going to use it to sharpen the warring skills of My Bride as she has never, ever been sharpened before. Every time satan makes a move, I make a counter move. Every time he steps forward to hinder, I step forward to arm. Like I said, the world has never seen the likes of what My Warring Bride is going to do with the anointing I am sending.


“All I want from her is seriousness of intention. Not fasts, but moderate intake of calories and moderate self- denial and pressing into prayer.”


Jesus, am I hindered by my medications?


“A little. But, I need you to be stable and functional.”


But, You could do that without these pills.


“I have My reasons, Clare. There is a certain shame associated with being dependent on medication. It most certainly lowers the image of self-sufficiency that promotes pride and comparisons with others.”


And I have to admit, that’s true. When I was young and strong and didn’t have any physical problems at all...oohh, that pride was just running strong and really high. And He’s definitely whittled me down by allowing this –the negative part of me, that is. I was feeling an emotional pain inside while we were talking, and I said, ‘Lord, what's going on in my heart right now?’


“You are grieving for what is yet to come. It is the innocent who suffer the most and that pleases wickedness more than anyone can understand. None-the-less, I will have My Triumphs. My daughter, you are so concerned with your selfishness, and yet you don't see what I see. You are devoted to Me with all your heart. I know your weaknesses and I don't count them against you because, truly, you love much. That you cannot feel that love is to your benefit that you not get puffed up. But, by your actions you have proven -more than proven to Me that you care, even deeply, for Me and all that matters to Me. With many of My Servants I have to keep things hidden from them. Feelings, devotion, manifestations of their love, fruits of their service to Me. I hide these things deliberately because they are weak in humility and I must protect them.

“It is when a soul begins to see what 'they' have done that trouble starts. As long as they stay ignorant and forgetful, they are safe. When they begin to take the credit and see themselves as somebody or someone, well, if things don't turn around quickly, that's the beginning of the end. Sooner or later, satan will engineer a fall for them, and because they aren't listening, very carefully, they are taken down.


“That's why I want to say to all My Brides, I am going to release gifts to you to overcome what satan has planned. Be very, very cautious not to attribute those to yourself-you will be infected very slowly with a demon of pride. Pay very close attention to your thoughts and feelings that you do not start to feel good about who you think you are becoming or what you think you've done. This requires a closely studied caution and an absolute obedience to Me. I will correct your course at times. I will take detours or stop things mid-stream so you won't skip right over the workings of the enemy and allow it to take root in your souls.


“This is what I have done and will always do with Clare, as long as she is willing. She has shared with you transparently, which has helped you to see how I work in a vessel's life. If only you would follow the way I have led her and stay transparent to yourselves and others, I could prosper you and those around you that you might grow in My anointing and gifts without them being stolen from you by the enemy.


“Humility, charity and transparency are your greatest weapons against the enemy's moves on you. So often, it is the gate of charity and the covering of humility that is weak and easily invaded. If you know these things and put them to practice, happy will you be. There is no temptation that has overtaken you that you cannot see that I've provided a way out. That is-unless you are operating in pride. Pride works in degrees. There is ALWAYS pride, ALWAYS. The only way to overcome it is in stages. I release grace, I watch for your response, I watch the enemy's moves, and wait to see your response. If you come to me contrite and broken, we can continue on to the next level. You may not have sinned through pride, but you feel yourself going that way. That's when I need you to nip it in the bud and come to Me deeply contrite, before that infection grows and spreads through your whole life. A little leaven raises the whole batch. As it takes root, it multiplies and spreads like wildfire not only in you but in those around you who are not paying close attention.


I just want to clarify something here, where He said, “If you come to me contrite and broken...I watch the enemy's moves, and wait to see your response.” You know, when pride starts to invade your space and your thinking. “If you come to me contrite and broken, we can continue on to the next level.” Then He said, “You may not have sinned through pride, but you feel yourself going that way. That's when I need you to nip it in the bud...before that infection grows and spreads through your whole life.” So, in other words, you may not have acted on pride, or sinned through pride, but can feel yourself moving in that direction –kind of an undercurrent of feeling good about yourself. THAT’S when He wants you to nip it in the bud, and come to Him contrite, that it’s even gotten THAT far in your nature.


“This is why I deal so painfully with Clare when this sin tries to take over. There will always be a little, but by degrees we will snuff it out. Constant vigilance is required that it not begin to spread again. As you overcome the temptation to pride I can continue to anoint, bless and increase all you put your hand to.


You know, when He said that, about how it will spread again, I thought of cancer. They operate on you and take out the cancer, but they are constantly vigilant to sure that it doesn’t pop up in another place. Well, pride is certainly spiritual cancer of the worst kind.


“My children, this is the way I work through My chosen vessels whom I love so very much. Those that are wicked take off with pride and go their own way. Eventually it is to their ruin. They would not pay heed to attitudes in their deepest being. They allowed the world to seep in like leavening in a bowl of flour.

“So, here I have laid out My plan for you. Satan is about to make his moves through CERN. Wickedness will increase, along with it your anointing to defeat every tactic of the enemy, AS LONG AS YOU ARE VIGILANT NOT TO GIVE IN TO PRIDE.


“If you begin to get lax, I will withhold from you My anointing. You will then seek Me with your whole heart and discover how the enemy has entered in. If you deal with it appropriately, I will return the active anointing to you and we will continue to grow together. You, from virtue to virtue, and anointing to anointing. It is because I love dearly that I tend to you this way...I would rather see you without any anointing than lose your soul to the devils.


“How do you know the difference between the enemy's opposition and Me withdrawing the anointing? Have I not given you tools? Do you not have what you need now to discover what's going on with you? Use the tools you have been given. I want to see breakthroughs. I want to see you with your second and third witness.


And I want to say here, guys, that when you use the Bible or the Bible Promises, and the Lord confirms something to you –you have something to stand on. You can stand on that word, and you can get through any opposition, because it’s the Word of God that you’re standing on.


“I tell you the truth, if you do not use what you've been given to the greatest extent you may very well not fulfil your calling on this Earth. There are many forces against you, lying spirits abound, and it is My desire to see you so close and tight with Me and knowing My thoughts about your situation that you not fall into any of these traps.


“Some of you will be equipped to move into new territory because of these second and third witnesses. Others will be lazy and because they do not have the assurance that they are in My Will, positively, they will draw back and lose what could have been their missions. You will find increasing opportunities to move forward in your anointing, but you Must Stand on the Words I Give you to Hold on to Your new Ground.


“I am with you in this. Do not grow discouraged. But cleave to My Words.”

Source: Heart Dwellers

The Yoke of Marriage in Ministry

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The Yoke of Marriage in Ministry, July 19, 2015



The Lord gave me a very sweet message today about marriage and about couples in ministry and the role that they play for one another. Just as a little background here, Ezekiel has been having some real issues with his body and been in a lot of pain...a LOT of pain, and it’s really been bringing me down, it’s really been hurting to see him like that. And, I pray for him and he gets better, and the pain subsides, but then later it comes back. We’re really...I’m really struggling having to watch this suffering. So, the Lord addresses this tonight. He began:



“My Dear One, don't be alarmed at all the suffering he must endure. It is bringing a heavy-weighted glory in My Kingdom. It is My plan, Clare. He is carrying out My plan, which we agreed to at his incarnation. Just make it as sweet as possible by being a very good and kindly wife. That always makes it better and removes any bitter sting. This will be over soon, please don't allow it to demoralize you or take you down.”



Oh, Jesus, it is SO painful to see him this way.



“I know that. Don't you think I feel it, too?”



I guess so...but You're God, after all...



“So, God doesn't have feelings, too? God doesn't hurt, too? Clare, with the capacity to love greatly, comes the capacity to hurt greatly. They go hand in hand. Will you please accept this for what it is? A tremendous grace that is bringing much fruit into the Kingdom? Try. Try, to rest in this. Just try.”



OK...please help me.



"I didn't say it would be easy, even if I help you, but I can make you stronger. We all have a cross to bear. All. Including Me. I am still carrying a cross for humanity. There is no getting away from it as long as there is contention in the Body, accusation, pain of any kind, or even one unsaved soul.



"Because we are united as One, the grace of supporting the work that delivers salvation to souls is spread around so that no one person must carry the brunt of it. I did the major work of opening the doors of Heaven and paying the price. Now you must keep the soil well tilled, planted, watered and protected, until the Harvest. This requires hard work and sacrifice. With it comes suffering and burdens, which are distributed among the Body according to the capacity of each one.


“We all have to play a part. When one hurts, all hurt, when one rejoices all rejoice. You cannot separate the parts of the body; they all must be under one head. When husband and wife choose to be a team for Me, the load is evenly distributed. As you well know, many, many times, when you are down, he is up. When you are up, he is down. This is all in My economy, so that each has a share and no one faints from the burden. Not only are you supporting one another, but your meekness in carrying your particular cross at any moment teaches you humility, without which you can easily lose every virtue and all the spiritual growth you gained in this life.


“I am continually strengthening both of you in supporting one another and humility. Even in secular marriages ,this principal applies; there is a yoke, and each is to have their part in pulling the load. Through this the children learn as well and grow up to be balanced. Yet, satan has done so much to upset the order I arranged, because it is a model of the Church, My Body. And, distorting the role of the Father figure brings the whole model down ‘till it is no longer recognizable. That is one reason why I hate divorce. It interrupts the pattern that I designed to function in raising up children. They grow up wounded and bent in the wrong direction.



“Even though the enemy has destroyed it, yet I have sent the graces to restore souls, but it is much more difficult now that the model is shattered. Yet, for Me, nothing is impossible. I wanted you to understand that this role he is playing was agreed upon before birth, that it is his honor and nobility to do this for Me. It demonstrates perseverance, loyalty and selfless sacrifice to establish My kingdom. Clare, if you look at it as an honor, it will be easier for you.

”I suppose so, Lord. I will try.



“You can see this dynamic at work in Heidi and Roland Baker's life, in Graham and Theresa Cooke's life. There is a ministry there and both are contributing and supporting it. Although it seems like only one is, in reality the hidden partner carries the heaviest burden. This is greatly misunderstood by the Body as it is now. The sickness in the other partner's life is looked at either as retaliation by satan or punishment for some hidden sin, perhaps even unbelief. What a lie this is!!! The silent, suffering partner is backing up the public partner's ministry, holding them up even as Ezekiel is praying behind you right now. This agreement is in the Spirit, and rarely recognized in the consciousness. But, there is mutual growth in love, selfless sacrifice and humility. In Heaven, both will be rewarded equally.



“Do you see how beautiful this is? Do you see this is even a model of My Bride with Me? Yes, we work together. I am the visible One, she is the silent working partner. Her job is to support all my undertakings and do all in her power to prosper Me. My job is to glorify the Father. All have a role to play. Each role is tremendously important. Without the intercession of the Body, a minister has very little influence. The greater the work undertaken, the greater the need for intercessors. You see, this is the life of Billy Graham and other great evangelists. There are prayer teams constantly living for the ministry. Do you know that their reward will be the very same as his? Yes, all of these invisible, self-sacrificing prayer warriors will also receive thrones from which they will rule when I return.



“The public partner is exposed to much danger; vanity and pride continually trying to gain a foothold. When the intercessors are wise, they pray for humility and integrity. Many times when they pray in the spirit, they have no idea what they are praying for. But, I understand them very clearly.



“If a husband or wife refuses to play a supportive role and gives in to the temptation of jealousy, it seriously hampers what I want to do with them as a couple. So few understand how important they are in the selfless hidden role, and I have to teach them before they can be elevated into a ministry that reaches many. Their greatest downfall will happen at the weakest point...and many times that's their marriage. One feels left out that the other is getting all the attention and they are inferior to their spouse. One wants to rise to equality in public ministry, even though I have not anointed them for that. They must both submit to My order.



“As you have experienced, I bring one to the forefront for a season, perhaps even decades-and then I bring them into the background and the other to the forefront. This teaches them a holy respect for My Spirit working through one another. If this is not in place, I cannot use them.



“Great is the ministry of women right now. I am raising them up, but their husbands must be raised up in the holiness of covering without jealousy. Even though it seems the woman is the head, she is not.This is especially difficult when a woman is the public figure. Joyce Myers, for instance, had to learn very hard lessons of submission to her husband, as did you.



“The beauty of all of this is that everyone in My kingdom is equal in status and the hidden partner gets the very same reward as the public one.



“Well, I wanted to sustain you with hope My Dove-all is in order here. I am in control. Enjoy the journey-both of you are My co-laborers and I am the One glorified when two walk together in agreement through thick and thin, with their only goal being to serve Me. I will do this for all those couples who come to me equally yoked, if they are willing. Dear ones, don't ever be jealous of your partner; recognize the calling they have and support it with all your heart. And you wives who have a calling in ministry, just because you are the visible one does not mean you are the head. The power and longevity of your ministry will be supported through a healthy marriage and a husband who knows his place of honor at the head of your marriage, and has no insecurities about who he truly is in Me.”

In closing, I wanted to share with you, Family: due to many pressures from outside sources, I've been getting to bed later and later and later. As a result, I am very dopey around 5:00 am when I should be going to sleep. Tonight, it was almost impossible for me to keep my head up and eyes open as I listened, and now it’s 6:30 in the morning. Ezekiel, my husband, heard my frustration and even though he wasn't feeling well, he got out of bed, prayed for me and then he sat here praying as I was connecting with the Lord.



I was about to go to sleep until he did that. But, because he sacrificed for me, I was able to finish the message tonight. Oh, what a wonderful husband I have! I see how God will be glorified by our mutual obedience to what I call the sacrament of the moment...i.e. putting our shoulder to the work and getting it done, no matter which one does what.



God bless you all for listening and I pray that your marriages are fruitful and strong in humility and service. And by all means: wait for the partner that God has designated for you. Don’t jump into anything in your own will. What God puts together let no man separate, but what man puts together can be easily separated. So, wait on the Lord, if you are waiting for a partner.



For this slight momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison...
2 Corinthians 4:17

Source: Heart Dwellers

The Unpardonable Sin & Use What I Have Given You & Aftermath of War

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The Unpardonable Sin & Aftermath of Bombing of America,

July 20, 2015

The Lord’s special blessing is upon us tonight, Youtube family. We’re going to have some “happy campers” out there, because you’ve been asking me about this subject that will be coming up soon. I wasn’t really able to answer them from the Lord, so I was just waiting to see what He would do. Tonight, He spoke about it –He set it up. He has heard some prayers.



HE BEGAN THE MESSAGE WITH ONE WORD: AFTERMATH. AND AS I SAT AND LISTENED FOR HIM, HE BEGAN TO SPEAK. AND NOW HERE HE’S TALKING ABOUT THE AFTERMATH, AFTER THE BOMBING OF AMERICA.



"People will be so hungry for order and restoration they won't be thinking about what they are signing into. Desperation will be everywhere, every nook and cranny, every hidden place, out in the open, roaming the streets, knocking on doors. They will be like dead men: blank stares, unbelief, suicidal...many, many suicides.”



As an aside on that:
you can bind the spirit of suicide. I have done it many times, and no one has ever committed suicide that I’m aware of, that I have bound that spirit over them. If there’s a spirit of suicide, if anyone is suicidal around you, speak: “In the Name of Jesus, I bind you spirit of suicide.” Repeat it three times, and be adamant, and declare that the person WILL live and not die.



“Do you see why I am so reluctant about this? Children (beyond a certain age depending on the child ie: their age of accountability) crying in the streets for their parents. Mothers, screaming for their little ones. Hopelessness everywhere.



“When order comes to town, people will be so traumatized they will not be paying attention to what they are doing. Some will sign on without knowing what they did. Others will be gone to places they have prepared for such a time as this. There will be My ministers tending to the broken. Yes, just like the vision you had years ago.



"Plagues will break out. Some manmade, some from lack of cleanliness and proximity to sick animals. Yes, even the animals will be reduced to shock. That is when CERN will do its best to cause rioting and mass slaughter of innocent civilians. This is the worst case scenario. But, there will be those who will stand and minister, pray for healing, raise the dead. Yes, I shall do mighty exploits through my servants. Food will come from 'nowhere.' Hospitals will be emptied, plagues will be stopped, all in My Name.



As an aside here, we’ve got a couple of people who have been able to see demons, who have not budged at the Name of Jesus. And so, I was just praying today and asking Him, ‘Lord, what’s up with this??’



"I know some are experiencing difficulties with My Name. They have got to mean it and demand that the demons flee at My Name. The angels will step in and forcefully take those who do not obey the use of My Name. But, you must all have a personal relationship with Me. You must all 'know' Me in the sense of having a deep communion, understanding, assuredness of Who I Am. When you speak in total faith with conviction, they absolutely must flee. You need to see them as well. I will reveal them to you, but you must look for them and speak directly to them, demanding obedience to My Name. This is the issue with why it hasn't worked: not enough faith in Who I Am and concentration until the entity obeys. In the military, obedience immediately is demanded. And, so it is with the spiritual forces of darkness -you must demand obedience. And, as I said, if they try to ignore My Name, the angels will forcefully remove them."



Lord, I know Heidi sang over the plague victims and they all recovered, not a one died and she did not get sick.

"That's correct-the faith of that woman is great! Hr compassion is great. Singing is a powerful tool to overcome any plague or disorder. There are demons behind these plagues, principalities that move about on assignment to bring in the deadly sickness. Truly these diseases have demons behind them. They can be stopped, they can be spoken to. Death can be stopped, life can be restored, especially praying in tongues. When I pray through you, there is no force on the Earth below or heavens above that can resist My intercession before the Father.



“It is done, finished.



“This is why tongues are so forcefully denounced. As you know, the more truth and power to something, the more it is opposed and accused as being demonic, and from the devil."



Lord, is that the unpardonable sin?



"Indeed it is. There will be a stain on their garment that cannot be removed. There is a difference between malicious speech and ignorance. Those who knew My Spirit, and still took it upon themselves to denounce My Spirit...unless they repent, they will not go to Heaven. Repentance has to be complete, contrition must flow from the very core of their being for what they did to Me and to the people I could have brought into the Kingdom had they not denounced me.



"If they do not repent, they will not enter Heaven. If they do repent, they will enter Heaven with a stain on their garment."



I saw a full length white garment with a cincture around the waist. There was a long, faded stain from the waist to the floor about 12 inches wide, on the right side of their body. It looked like something much more intense in color that had been removed, but there was still a vestige of it. I am thinking perhaps blood from the wound in His side, the Lord's innocent blood because this is how He talks about slander, shedding innocent blood.



"Truly, that was My Blood from My punctured heart-that stain will remain for eternity. I have warned those on Youtube to be very cautious with their mouth, their heart, their motives. I have warned numerous times. Some have not heeded My warning-I am hoping for contrition from them. If they do not repent, they will not enter Heaven."



Oh, My God...how terrible, just for denouncing the work of Your Spirit?



"That's right. If they know My Spirit and they know in their hearts that I am at work in a vessel or movement and they still denounce Me, unless they repent thoroughly, they cannot enter Heaven-they have sealed their place in Hell. This is what the Pharisees did. Many later repented, many did not. You see, Clare, I have no choice. They denounced Me and did not repent. Rebellion cannot enter Heaven. There is a place set apart for the rebellious-it's called Hell. This is why I ask you to pray for your enemies. If My Spirit is moving through you, and they know it's My Spirit, but insist on accusing My Spirit as evil and the devil, they have committed the unpardonable sin.



"If they come to their senses before they die, and confess their sin, they will be allowed in Heaven but never have a totally clean garment. It will be forever stained. Pray for your enemies, and never let an evil remark about one of My servants pass by your ears without rebuking it. Do not be a partaker in this sin. Rebuke it.



"There are many with loose lips, they throw words around like a sprinkler throws water. They have no discernment, they have no idea what they are saying. For them, it is not the unpardonable sin, because they are without knowledge or understanding of Who My Spirit is. He is SO pure, Clare. So very easily offended and yet purer than the finest molten gold. To assign Him wickedness, after having known the sweetness that He is, is unpardonable.

"When one is prone to jealousy, bitterness, hatred. When one is manipulating and grasping for recognition and power. And they have known Me, but cast caution to the wind because they are so eaten up with jealousy...I warn them sternly to reform their heart right there and then. If they persist in that hardness, I punish them. I remove My covering and give the demons permission. I give them three warnings. If they do not repent, but persist in their attitude and speak against My Holy Spirit, calling good –evil: that is the Unpardonable Sin. Their only hope for salvation is a deep and complete repentance, but their garment of salvation will be marked for eternity."



Gee, Lord, a lot of people were wanting to know about this. "And, that is precisely why I am speaking on it now. I have heard their prayers.



"Is it possible to go to Heaven after committing that sin?



"The answer is YES, it is.



"But the conditions I explained above must all be met for the person to have committed the sin. If they are ignorant and have a mouth like a sprinkler, they are not culpable, although I do give them a strong check in the spirit, none the less. Even if they are not believers, they will feel guilt on a deep level. That's the beginning of a properly formed conscience. They will reflect on that feeling, it will be bothersome, even though they are not quite sure why.



"My love, I want you to take people a little more seriously ... please."



OK.



"That's good. I will reveal to you who is sincere and who is just using you. But, you do your best with each one until I reveal their heart to you."



Yes, Lord.



"And to you, My Youtube children:



2 Timothy 2:15 Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a worker who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth. 16 Avoid godless chatter, because those who indulge in it will become more and more ungodly. 17 Their teaching will spread like gangrene. ...“The Lord knows those who are His,” and, “Everyone who confesses the Name of the Lord must turn away from wickedness.” 20 In a large house there are articles not only of gold and silver, but also of wood and clay; some are for special purposes and some for common use. Those who cleanse themselves from the latter will be instruments for special purposes, made holy, useful to the Master and prepared to do any good work. 22 Flee the evil desires of youth and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart. 23 Don’t have anything to do with foolish and stupid arguments, because you know they produce quarrels. 24 And the Lord’s servant must not be quarrelsome but must be kind to everyone, able to teach, and not resentful. 25 Opponents must be gently instructed, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth, and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will.

Right here I want to say, Wow...this passage of Scripture describes everything He’s been talking about. And, this thing with Jealousy and maligning the Holy Spirit –He evens mentions that–‘they’ll come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil.’ The ‘trap of the devil’ is that you lose your salvation! “He has taken them captive to do his will.”



The devil’s will is to denounce something that is from Holy Spirit. And He gets two kicks out of that. One is: he brings down the minister in the eyes of the people. The other is: he derails the people from learning from that minister, because they’re scandalized. So, that’s ‘taking people captive to do his will.’



"You have taught them much of what I have given you. Some are putting it to practice. Others are lazy and just want answers. I say to them: seek Me and I will give you answers, but you must seek Me with all your heart. I'm not an easy catch. To those who do not yet know Me, yes, I am tender and close at hand. To those who have known me for quite some time, but are not seeking Me vigilantly, this shows Me a lack of serious concern on your part, laziness and disrespect. This resembles the servant who had one talent and went and buried it.



I enjoin you to buy from Me gold refined by fire so that you may become rich, and white garments so that you may clothe yourself, and that the shame of your nakedness will not be revealed; and eye salve to anoint your eyes so that you may see. 19'Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline; therefore be zealous and repent....Rev. 3:18 Laodicea



"You have taught them how to fish, now I want to see their catch. Come to Me, My Brides, and seek answers from Me. There is nothing wrong with using your Bibles as an oracle. Try Me in this, and I will prove to you this is acceptable and even virtuous. But, along with this, you must have a commitment to renounce yourself in all things or you will not understand, or care to understand what I am showing to you.



"It is a true saying that a man will only recognize a problem that he is willing to do something about. If he is lazy or rebellious, he will declare that he could not understand the answer and is not willing to work any harder at it. But, for those of you who press in, you I will reward with understanding.



"If any of you lack wisdom, come to Me and I will anoint your understanding to coincide with Mine. That is wisdom.



"Well, I think I have given you all enough to think on. My blessing is upon you who diligently seek My Truth in all things. And, for those who are still standing around and not working out their salvation with fear and trembling, I say to you: I am coming and there will be weeping and wailing for those who did not take their election seriously. Repent and I will bless your every effort.



“I love you all tenderly. Make Me proud. Use what you have learned."

Source: Heart Dwellers