Showing posts with label resentment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label resentment. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 8, 2016

Pride & OneSpeckAngerEqualsaStrongholdofRage SpiritualWarfare 16

  


November 5, 2016
May our Precious Lord be the whole meaning of life for us, dear Heartdwellers.

Just a quick note, you would have heard from me yesterday, but an unexpected event occurred. We had to pack up and move our chapel all of a sudden the moment I woke up. That was quite an event, but God was SO faithful. Out of His blue, He sent three wonderful helpers and what seemed like a disaster in the making was just an exhausting day of non-stop work! So, that's why you didn't get a message yesterday. And I appreciate those of you who were moved to pray for us, 'cause I'll tell you what, we needed it!

This lesson is coming out of that experience.

I want to talk about Pride. It's a demon we all struggle with, and today in prayer the Lord reminded me of the insight He had given me into the source of my pride. Those who have a low self-opinion are, I believe, more vulnerable to pride. They always have to prove their worth.

If the soul is not grounded in God, having all it's worth from the way God sees it and loves it, it will fall into pride with the need to justify itself in the eyes of others; to increase self-worth, to defend oneself, to prove oneself in order to feel worthy in the eyes of others. That leaves us treacherously dependent on the opinions of others.

But if the soul is grounded in the Lord, all its justification is in Jesus. All its worth is in Jesus, all its defense is in Jesus and there's no need to talk and influence people to gain self-worth or to prove who we are. All our worth is tied up in how Jesus sees and loves us and ultimately, the price He paid for us is what gives us worth.

In this way, the richest, the most brilliant, the poorest, the most ignorant--are all of the same worth. Nothing we can do in our lives gives us more worth than the sacrifice God made of His only begotten Son, to atone for our sins. Nothing. Therefore, we are all, from the littlest to the biggest, stamped with the same price tag. And that's our worth, nothing more, nothing less.

So, coming from that standpoint, it's easier to get over Pride.

When we are in the Lord, we are empty and ready to learn. We are quiet and open to instruction. The wisdom of others is not threatening or belittling, rather it feeds the soul. We can take what we need from it or be confirmed in what we already knew and there is peace.

But the soul who is insecure and has not found all their worth in Jesus, must constantly be on the lookout to defend themselves, to prove themselves, to build themselves up in the eyes of others. So it is constantly in a state of turmoil, looking for ways to increase it's worth, its knowledge, its intellectual strength, its spirituality. It cannot be silent, but must always be in defensive mode, lest it is judged inferior.

I lived this way for most of my adult life. It wore me out! Whether it was a photography client, or a spiritual gathering, I always had to look good.

But when I began to be steeped in the Love of Jesus, especially dwelling/soaking prayer, I began to feel deeply loved and valued. I lost the taste for proving myself or having to look good. I was safe inside my Savior's arms; loved, honored and of inestimable worth to Him.

The soul who has found its worth in Jesus is at rest, is at peace, has little need to talk unless there is something they are morally bound to talk about. Otherwise, it is peaceful, like a weaned child on its mother's knee.

These times we are in right now have been saturated with demonic creatures, assigned to belittle and pull us down in every possible way. This, unlike any time previously in history, is more fraught with danger to our spirit, soul and body than ever before.

I am learning that the very first thing in the morning I need to do is repent. Did I have one tiny, little, judgmental thought about someone? If I did, did I immediately repent? Chances are I ignored my conscience, said I was sorry and just went on. In the past I could afford to do that, but now? Well, let me explain.

When I was called out of bed to immediately pack up the chapel, I started having resentful thoughts. Let's be honest here, who wouldn't? My eyes are barely open, and all of a sudden I've got to do something, a huge project without any helpers! I thought of a hundred things I wanted to say, but I immediately said, "NO. You're not going there. You are not going to feed your anger and resentment. NO."

Well...but do you think that was enough repenting--even when I refused to complain??? Well, here's a dynamic that we all need to watch out for: a seed of bitterness and anger got dropped into my heart, the minutes I felt that. Why? Because I felt resentful. I didn't entertain it, I put myself down, and I refused to feed my anger. I just quietly asked God to help me and we got the job done in about 7 grueling hours. But all the time, resentment and anger were knocking at my door, trying to get me to really lose it.

What had happened is that curses of miscommunication, anger and rage had been sent to all parties concerned. The demons assigned in that curse were just hovering, waiting for an opening. The very moment I felt anger, that very moment, I opened my soul up to receiving seeds of bitterness, demons of anger and resentment, and from that point on, they were going to build a stronghold in me. At that moment, they got a foothold on Ezekiel and I both. Even though I refused to nurse a grudge, the seed had already gained entrance and the demons were already at work trying to build a stronghold of rage.

Even though I continually, throughout the ordeal of the day, continued to reject anger and bitterness, the seeds were there, the demons had a foothold in both of us. After they had build the foothold, they were working on a stronghold and had almost completed it in our hearts.

A stronghold is like a fortress where demons have continual access to cause anger, rage, resentment and bitterness.

We believe that a stronghold can only be broken by prayer AND fasting. Well, it just so happened someone was fasting and they caught it--just in time. But we were warned-- they will be back to try it again. And I have to confess to you, brothers and sisters, I have no confidence that I will pass the next test, either. I have seen a stronghold of anger and rage at work. I have seen it tear a family to shreds and send them all scattering in different directions to get away from its ugliness, never to be reunited.

So, we are being very, very careful not to allow this to enter our hearts again.

Do you see why humility and gratitude are so important? No matter what happens, the humble soul sees the hand of God and receives the burden with gratitude.

I knew this was to be an offering for the election, I knew it was a suffering. That's why I was able to conquer my tendency towards anger. But it was too late. I had already opened the door by feeling the anger. Yes, I know, you can't control anger.

But you can control thanksgiving and a life of praise and gratitude. Then you don't have any space at all for bitterness--you have filled yourself with gratitude. It's like a meltdown--you go in to clean up with protective gear, you don't just walk into the midst of it. The protective gear is knowing God gave you this situation for a reason, thanking Him profusely and being already in a posture of worship and thanksgiving. Then you have the space to reason.

But if you're part of the meltdown, it's too late.

Do NOT allow yourself to get angry, guys! If it hits you--renounce it, and thank God for the opportunity to learn from the lesson. Medicine is bitter, but necessary. If we take it with gratitude, we will be healed. If we fight, fuss, argue and nurse resentments, we make ourselves very, very sick--body, soul and spirit.

So, this is what we are finding out. The very second you feel anger--REPENT, do not allow the demons to build a stronghold. Every morning when you get up, before anything else ask, "Holy Spirit, please show me my sins and what has gained entry to my soul. Please show me, so I can repent."

Then on your knees is a good place to ask forgiveness and really stir your heart to serious repentance. Then as you repent, ask the Lord to please remove the seeds, the door, the excrement, the demons that entered and to please repair any damage that was done in your heart.

Beloved, there is no longer any room for these things. The demons are thick as smog in our atmosphere and all they need is your consent to land.

And I don't mean consent like, "Sure, come on in." No, I mean one sinful, negative thought and they are in. Lord, save us!


Source: heartdwellers  



Wednesday, November 2, 2016

Brambles in the Vineyard, Bitterness is Spiritual Leprosy




October 28, 2016
May the Lord help us to change poisonous habits into life giving wisdom and joy. Amen

My Beloved Heartdwellers, I cannot over-emphasize the power of bitterness. This is such a subtle and pervasive spirit. It taints every blessing in our lives. Our health, our thinking, our emotions, our relationship with each other, and God. If you have bitterness you are being poisoned every single day and this virus puts out tentacles that infect every area of our lives.

It is a spiritual cancer, which permeates the entire system. For instance, if the bitterness is in our stomach, it spreads to the hundreds of tiny glands in the body: the lungs, the liver, the pancreas, brain, bones and skin, feet, legs, neck, back arms and hands until the spiritual, physical and emotional body is thoroughly poisoned.

Is it not written that a, "A joyful heart promotes healing; but a broken spirit dries up the bones."
 
Proverbs 17:22
And looking at that bone marrow is one of the most important substances in our bodies. It produces blood cells. So the very essence of life, our blood, is affected by bitterness.

The longer we live, the more bitterness that has permeated our being. I am personally convinced that old age is nothing more than accumulated bitterness that has poisoned our entire bodies and sucked the life out of them; just as cancer feeds on our own bodies and steals all the nourishment meant for our health.

Thank the Lord there is a remedy, 'a joyful heart,' but joy means rejoicing, which we cannot do without gratitude and thankfulness.

And this is becoming a supernatural commodity, these days! With all the trials that we go through, we have to find new ways of relating to our trials, because the old ways are poisoning us.

I am coming to understand: BITTERNESS comes in whenever we are irritated, impatient, angry, putout, judgmental. ANY NEGATIVE EMOTION ALLOWS THE SEED TO COME INTO OUR HEARTS. And a demon comes with it, and then the root of bitterness is tended and it chokes out the Lord's light, His grace and our faith.

This happens immediately and without our consent! This is why demons are so effective when they bring disorder: we react with immediate irritation and in comes the demon of bitterness and seed, along with plenty of fertilizer to get it started.

Once we allow this seed in and fail to immediately repent and ask for the Lord's mercy and grace to deliver us from it, it is already too late. In other words, right on the spot, we have got to stop and get on our faces and ask the Lord, "Please, Lord! I am so sorry! Forgive me. Please deliver me of this demon and blot this seed right out of my heart."

We are already infected and beginning to weaken if we let it sit there. Negative thoughts also begin to multiply until we can no long concentrate on what we were doing because our anger is growing every minute.

When we first conceive of these thoughts, we are already infected by the demons of bitterness and a seed is planted, which will grow quickly and choke out life, inspiration, health, clear thinking, hopeful emotions. And every good thing that we associate with will be deprived of its goodness the very moment we entertain bitterness.

Knowing this, my very first prayer to the Lord in the morning is "Please, Lord, forgive me for my bitterness, help me transform my irritations to joyful gratitude. Please deliver me from the demons and their dedication as well as the seed and roots of bitterness. Please bathe my heart in Your blood, cleansing it from all unrighteousness."

But before I say this prayer, I have to reflect on the occasions of anger, unforgiveness, resentment, impatience, grumbling. And I have to ask Holy Spirit to please show me my sin.

So, these three steps need to be taken before I ask for deliverance: (1) examining my actions, feelings and thoughts; (2) forgiving anyone I am holding resentment against; (3) repenting for an ungrateful attitude. Because truly the Lord allowed these things to happen and grumbling or complaining or even anger, for that matter, is not just at the person who caused the offense, but at God who allowed them to cause it.

And this I should do as well, "Lord, please heal anyone I've given offense to."

Sharing this with you, I recognize that I probably jump on my own case and am critical of my own self more than anyone outside of myself. I'm seeing, as we are talking, that it is NOT good. I am actually destroying myself with my negative attitude towards failures - even little ones like clumsiness and mistakes. I try to catch myself. But if I don't manage that, I can at least call the glass stupid! "You foolish glass, you tipped over!" Until, that is, I get control of this knee-jerk response.

Interestingly, the readings from the missal today really brought to light how serious it is to have bitterness:

First reading was from Leviticus: The Lord said to Moses and Aaron, "When anyone has a swelling or a rash or a shiny spot on their skin that may be a defiling skin disease, they must be brought to Aaron the priest or to one of his sons who is a priest. Leviticus 13:1-2

The priest is to examine him, and if the swollen sore on his head or forehead is reddish-white like a defiling skin disease, the man is diseased and is unclean. The priest shall pronounce him unclean because of the sore on his head. Anyone with such a defiling disease must wear torn clothes, let their hair be unkempt, cover the lower part of their face and cry out, 'Unclean! Unclean!' As long as they have the disease they remain unclean. They must live alone; they must live outside the camp. Leviticus 13:43-46

Bitterness is the Leprosy of our age, guys. Notice that God isolated the infected person. Bitterness is highly contagious and spreads easily from person to person.

Let's just put ourselves in a leper's place. You get up in the morning, you have to choose torn garments to wear, you cannot brush your hair, you must keep your mouth covered at all times. You live quite a distance from the community, so you cannot socialize with anyone, other than other lepers. Anything you touch is unclean, so you have no occupation. If someone comes near your isolated camp you must cry out, 'unclean! unclean!' When you go into town people run from your presence and you continually must cry out "unclean!" And this is the way you live for your entire life. In those days, there was no cure for leprosy.

When Miriam and Aaron began to talk against Moses (yes, let's look at the cause of this. This is so interesting.) because of his Cushite wife, for he had married a Cushite. "Has the Lord spoken only through Moses?" they asked. "Hasn't he also spoken through us?" And the Lord heard this. Now Moses was a very humble man, more humble than anyone else on the face of the earth. 
 
(That's an interesting statement. I wonder who wrote that!)

At once the Lord said to Moses, Aaron and Miriam, "Come out to the tent of meeting, all three of you." So the three of them went out. Then the Lord came down in a pillar of cloud; he stood at the entrance to the tent and summoned Aaron and Miriam. When the two of them stepped forward, he said, "Listen to my words:

"When there is a prophet among you,
I, the Lord, reveal myself to them in visions,
I speak to them in dreams.
But this is not true of my servant Moses;
he is faithful in all my house.
With him I speak face to face,
clearly and not in riddles;
he sees the form of the Lord.
Why then were you not afraid
to speak against my servant Moses?"
The anger of the Lord burned against them, and he left them.

When the cloud lifted from above the tent, Miriam's skin was leprous --it became as white as snow. Aaron turned toward her and saw that she had a defiling skin disease, and he said to Moses, "Please, my lord, I ask you not to hold against us the sin we have so foolishly committed. Do not let her be like a stillborn infant coming from its mother's womb with its flesh half eaten away."

So Moses cried out to the Lord, "Please, God, heal her!"

The Lord replied to Moses, "If her father had spit in her face, would she not have been in disgrace for seven days? Confine her outside the camp for seven days; after that she can be brought back." So Miriam was confined outside the camp for seven days, and the people did not move on until she was brought back.

Numbers 12:1-15
In an instant, the woman ranking highest in the whole Israelite community was turned unclean and isolated from the community. This is the power of bitterness. And it is highly contagious. Just one thought, that's all it takes, and you've been infected. Just like one mosquito bite is all it takes for malaria, one cough in a closed room to contract the Ebola virus.

James speaks of it, saying, Those who consider themselves religious and yet do not keep a tight rein on their tongues deceive themselves, and their religion is worthless the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts. Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark.
 
The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole body, sets the whole course of one's life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.

So, there he's talking about the source. This comes from the devil.

All kinds of animals, birds, reptiles and sea creatures are being tamed and have been tamed by mankind, but no human being can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison.

With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse human beings, who have been made in God's likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this should not be. Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring? My brothers and sisters, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water. James 1:26 & 3:6-12

Please Heartdwellers, I beg of you: repent of all bitterness and pray for me because I see that poison in my heart. Bitterness causes your cancer to be more painful and spread. Bitterness causes headaches to be worse. Bitterness causes your mind to be twisted and thinking to be off. Your body, soul and spirit are poisoned by this just as surely as if you had leprosy. Whatever good you wanted to do in your life will be greatly compromised by bitterness.

When the Israelites were in the desert of Shur, three days out from the Red Sea, they came to a defiled spring. The Lord told Moses to throw a beam of wood into the water and it would become sweet. Exodus 15

I can't help but think of the crossbeam of wood Jesus had to carry for His crucifixion. It is through the power of the Lord's Cross that we are forgiven and given new life, free from bitterness.

Moving on to the New Testament.

While Jesus was in one of the towns, a man came along who was covered with leprosy. When he saw Jesus, he fell with his face to the ground and begged him, "Lord, if you are willing, you can make me clean." Jesus reached out his hand and touched the man. "I am willing," he said. "Be clean!" And immediately the leprosy left him. Then Jesus ordered him, "Don't tell anyone, but go, show yourself to the priest and offer the sacrifices that Moses commanded for your cleansing, as a testimony to them." Luke 5:12-14

The Lord is so full of compassion. Let us come to Him repenting and asking Him to heal us of the habits of complaining, bitterness, grumbling, and lead us into a new habit of praising Him for all the lessons He gives us through unfavorable circumstances, knowing that our holiness is being forged and going from glory to glory. So, there's nothing, really, to grumble about. It's for our own good that He allows these things.

At this point, I asked the Lord, if He had something He wanted to say.

And He said, "No, this teaching is complete in itself - only truly hearken to these words and make a resolution in your hearts to put aside all grumbling, resentment, bitterness. Make a firm resolution, dear ones. This is the number one inroad for Satan to turn your lives sour. He gains your consent when he causes trouble. Your anger is your stamp of approval on his gift of a bitter seed with a demon to tend it in the garden of your hearts.

"Can you imagine what the garden of your heart looks like when it is overgrown with bitterness? May I tell you, it is no longer a garden, rather a tangle of thorns and briers that one cannot walk through, let alone sit down in. There are no flowers there, no fruits, only skanky tangles of shrubs with sharp thorns whose tips are poisoned. THERE IS NO REST OR NOURISHMENT IN THIS GARDEN, RATHER IT IS A REPRESENTATION OF HELL ON EARTH. 
 
"This, indeed, is what becomes of the soul who entertains bitterness; all life is choked out. There you will find jealousy, hatred, resentment, depression, judgment, impatience, selfishness, cruelty, retaliation, pride and every noxious, dark thought known to man. 
 
"When the seed enters, it finds good soil and slowly stretches out its roots. At first the soul may not be aware that something in side of them has been compromised. As the demons tend this plant and the roots spread to different areas of your life, they wait for the opportunity they need to take over the soul. Perhaps it is adultery, or the loss of a child, or unfair loss of a job, cancer or serious disease, false accusation or betrayal. 
 
"Once the incident occurs, the roots put out shoots that can be felt in resentment and anger. Then they become noticeable. They choke out and reject My love, and the soul becomes more and more bitter and hardened. Then the prolific fruit-bearing vines coming from the Vine dresser, cannot produce choice grapes, because all that is good and healthy for the plants has been choked out by brambles.
 
"Thus though you think you are abiding in the vine and bringing forth fruit, in reality you are abiding in the thorns of Hell, in bitterness.

"Come to Me, My children. Confess all of those feelings and let us work it out together. Let us clear the vineyard and burn the thorn bushes in the fires of charity. Then I will work with you to restore a fruitful and fragrant garden that we can walk together in, planning for new life, and bringing forth new fruit. 
 
"We can do this together, if you will. You must make an act of the will and hold to it under all circumstances. We can do this. You can begin today to lead a life of celebration and thanksgiving, knowing without a doubt that all things work together for the good when you are in Me, and I am in you."

Source: heartdwellers

 

Sunday, August 14, 2016

Secret Weapons of Satan Exposed, Used Daily On Us All

   


August 12, 2016
The Lord is with us, Heartdwellers, in a really marvelous, marvelous way. May His peace and wisdom dwell in your hearts.

I know some of you are dealing with disappointment, and I am praying for you...but please don't allow the enemy to sow discord or throw you off course with your faith.

I want to address two things tonight. They're very, very important. In fact, I can understand why we've been hit so hard recently, because the things in this teaching from the Lord are going to be tremendously helpful to stop the spiritual attacks and the warfare that's been going on amongst us.

So, the topics are: spiritual warfare and a healthy marriage.

This is a continuation on the lessons on warfare, because I am learning things that will make for a healthy marriage and will also help us to put down these attacks from the enemy.

I have spoken to you about doors in previous message. And that a door opens when you sin in your heart, your mind or in the physical realm. Along with that door comes demons... and more demons... and more demons. Once that door has been opened, it gets used by many demons, depending on what the Lord permits.

So, why would Jesus allow a Christian to be sifted by demons? Simply: they are not walking in perfect charity and obedience. And we have discovered that the Lord's idea of charity and ours... are light-years apart.

Here's how the demons work. (This is a recent example, from my own life.)

I get up in the morning, feeling a little cranky, in pain, not fully conscious. And I find out my husband forgot to circulate fresh air during the night, which I specifically asked him to do before I went to bed. Now these adobe rooms are hot - and the cats, even though they are neutered, went in and marked some territory.

I'm extremely sensitive to odors and oxygen in the air and he is habitually closing windows behind me, because he gets cold, and I love fresh air. So right off the bat: I'm irritated. No, that's not right... I was downright angry. I said it in a nice way, though on the inside it was not a pretty sight, "Honey, you forgot to circulate fresh air in the studio last night and the cats went in there. It smells awful." Of course, we do have a spray that takes care of it immediately...

He, of course, gives me a very good reason why he forgot and I say "I forgive you"... But on the INSIDE, I'm accusing him of doing it deliberately, because he loves to shut windows behind me. So, I am stewing.

Right then and there I opened a BIG door by my pride, which made me angry. (You can always point to Pride as the root of your anger, and accusing God as the source.) I failed to yield to him and show charity. I falsely accused him, because I suspect he really did it deliberately - so now I'm accusing him of lying. I'm stewing in Selfishness, Anger, Pride, Resentment, A Critical Spirit and False Accusation...and many doors with many demons have just been opened.

And this is at the BEGINNING of my day!

Guys, I am NO saint. I have a LOT of pride. And I can tell that, because I get angry or irritated when something doesn't go my way. I want to make that clear. I get angry, I get indignant, I accuse, I expect perfection. I hold a grudge...secretly thinking, 'He'll do it again, so you'll have to check everything when he's in bed for the night.'

Uhhhh....I am the worst burden to my own self!

But, just in the first 15 minutes of my day I have opened the door for oppression all day long, unless I repent and ask forgiveness and make it up to him. And even then, there is no guarantee the Lord will stop the demons. In fact, even if I shut the doors, repent and apologize, I still have seen oppression hound me for the rest of the day. And when I ask a friend with discernment to pray for me, they are still seeing open doors, along with the demons that waltzed right in with them.

This is not easy, dear ones! You are setting out to conquer your flesh: things that irritate, inconvenience, moving too slowly, oppose you...things from years ago that have become an irritating pattern between you and your spouse - and they the open doors immediately. And some of those doors have never been shut, and the demons that came with them have never been kicked out 'cause we are still holding grudges.

So, in this case, I ask Holy Spirit to please help me. I repent and ask forgiveness of my husband, I ask forgiveness of the Lord for my pride, ungratefulness even, that I have a husband. My unwillingness to suffer a little and let it go...not just from the conversation but from my mind and my heart. Carrying this stuff makes you sick.

Once you've opened a door and the demons come in, then they defecate all over you in your soul. And it gets putrid...and it builds up. Rick Joyner talks about that in one of his books.

In the meantime, Ezekiel is getting condemnation that he isn't a good husband, discord from his wife, anger because he likes the windows closed and 'why can't I live with it?' And 'I just always have to have them open!' Condemnation if he forgot, because he wasn't feeling well, condemnation if he didn't forget but just wanted it shut...so now he's got lying to contend with, also. And he's already opened several doors and the demons come in and make themselves right at home, leaving their nasty defecation on his soul.

I want to share with you the demons most commonly at work. A critical spirit, selfishness, false accusation, impatience, condemnation, frustration, resentment, division. That's a big one, and all these other guys operate underneath that one. Pride, fear, grief, sorrow, isolation, alienation, loneliness, and self-pity.

Then there are energy-vampire demons to suck the life out of you, especially when you go out into the public, stores, malls, etc. And there are corrals made up of energy fields, operating at a certain frequency, that isolate you from your work and others, as well as manipulating moods by frequency modulation. A person can have more than one corral and each one has it's own function.

So, you have oppression from four different sources: doors, demons - who open and come in and work through that door, energy-vampire demons (which I banish with the Blood of Jesus, by the way), and multiple corrals that isolate your feelings and thoughts from your work or another person, most commonly your spouse. Usually, when I go into prayer, we both have them. He has one between himself and I. And I have one between myself and him.

Before we prayed against these corrals, my cats had been avoiding me and each other. They were scattered all over the place! There was just a strange kind of distance and coolness. They were always disappearing for a few hours. And that was unusual - they used to sleep on the bed all the time.

We prayed and discovered isolation, alienation and fear demons, as well as corrals. We prayed and they were removed and sent to the abyss. Within the next day, all our cats started sleeping on the bed again, playing with each other, cuddling and following us around to be petted. Just in one day there was a marked difference in behavior. So, these things are SO REAL.

We noticed our dog, too, seemed depressed. He had grief, sorrow and isolation demons. I can't tell you the difference these prayers have made.

These corrals also get in the way of healing from one person to another. So, you husbands and wives who have been praying for one another may feel like your prayers aren't working anymore. Well, they may not be. You may have these energy corrals surrounding you and cutting you off from one another. I've seen a dramatic difference in effectiveness since I pray the corrals down before I lay hands on him, or anyone else for that matter. I have to pray that my corrals and his both come down, before I can pray for the healing.

Are you and your spouse feeling a little distant? Almost assuredly you have these corrals that are separating you. They are also used as steering fences, to steer you away from your work and each other. When we lived on the mountain and raised sheep, we used steering fences to bring them into their corrals at night. And these are very similar but they're made of energy whorls, or vortexes, circles - instead of livestock wire. There have been corrals between me and the painting of Jesus, my music, my husband and my animals.

There are also blocks. They can be the size of a huge limestone block, or a stack of blocks 30 feet high and 30 feet wide, blocking your way from what you want to do for the Lord, even under obedience.

And there can be a multitude of each of these: many doors, many demons, many corrals...double and triple corrals. Uh, it gets overwhelming! One to separate you from your work, one to separate you from your wife, one to separate you from your pets and even one to cut you off from connecting with your ministry or your work.

I have felt these all of my life, but I never knew what to do about them. Sometimes they are taken out after worship. Sometimes the Lord answers the prayer and you feel relief.

But are they being held in place by a sinful habit?? That's at the heart of this, guys. That's the point: if you're going to get aggravated again for what troubled you before, that door is going to open again. And again, and again. And it's a merry-go-round until YOU determine that you are not going to continue to fall for the same tricks. Rather, you are going to show saintly charity and say nothing, think nothing, feel nothing.

Good luck!!!

I do not have that kind of self-control, but I know Who does, and I appeal to Him. This is one of the fruits of the Spirit. In fact, He just gave me the Rhema "God will not allow you to be tempted, tested or tormented beyond your strength. His help will always be equal to the trial He sends." So, we are working on this one together.

The main point I am making here, is that we are our own worst enemy. We open the doors to oppression by our bad behavior. Not bad, like... shooting someone, or stealing on income tax. Bad, like holding resentment with someone, even for 20 years or over, just for the littlest annoyances!

This realization just about knocked me off my horse. Do we realize we invite the demons in by what we think and feel, not just what we say or act on? Attitudes become habitual sins! But remember what He has taught us before: ANY criticism at all wounds a soul; though they are not aware of where it came from, it still hurts and weakens them. We can keep our mouths shut and put a sweetsie-cutesie smile on our faces - but in our hearts is a cesspool of resentment and frustration, just waiting for the next time that person crosses us.

So what do we do? Well, we can ask for prayer from a good friend, close the doors, bind the demons, send them ALL to the abyss never to send reinforcements or retaliation. So the doors and the demons have to go.

We then have to learn how to respond in charity when we are inconvenienced. This has to do with pride and selfishness. "I want it the way I want it and you can't have it your way." Well, we've been working on that one, for a compromise: close the window part way, leave it open very slightly for fresh air. Both of us give something up for the necessity of the other.

I don't have all the answers, but I know they can be banished by prayer. But are we ready to behave differently once they have been removed??? This calls for supernatural charity and the only place I know to increase that is in the Lord's presence, worshipping Him and receiving His love in return. And when we find out how honored and loved Almighty God feels about us, we soak up this goodness of His and want to lavish it on others who are needy for love, even our own spouses. We become grateful and praise God for the good things in our lives, instead of complaining to Him that our spouse shuts the windows behind our back.

And this is precisely why this channel has come under such attack. Those who are getting truly close to Jesus, in this pure and worshipful way, are getting empowered to overcome their petty likes and dislikes, in order to love one another more than themselves. And it is CLOSING DOORS. And the demons can't enter so easily anymore. Instead of reacting in resentment, we react in supernatural love. The door remains shut and the demons don't have permission to oppress us, so they wait and wait and wait...provoking us with one thing after another until we finally crack.

Satan is angry, guys! And threatened by anyone who has a pure and intimate relationship with Jesus. He is furious and anyone who teaches this is going to get persecution.

Can you imagine it? A soul such as Kari Jobe being accused of carnal lyrics in the song, "The More I Seek You?" This song talks about a spiritual love affair with God...exactly like John the Evangelist had with Jesus.

It is written in the Scripture: "Now there was leaning on Jesus' bosom one of his disciples, whom Jesus loved. John 13:23 KJV

Okay. So John was leaning on the Lord's heart.

And here are the lyrics to "The More I Seek You":

I wanna sit at your feet,
Drink from the cup in your hand.
Lay back against you and breathe, feel your heart beat
This love is so deep, it's more than I can stand.
I melt in your peace, it's overwhelming.

This is a powerful, living picture of a soul totally in love with God...and she is leading others into this place of purity and intimacy. But she gets accused of eroticism here??? This again is a religious spirit, the very same one at work when the Pharisees said,

..." the synagogue leader was indignant that Jesus had healed on the Sabbath. "There are six days for work, he told the crowd. "So come and be healed on those days and not on the Sabbath." "You hypocrites!" the Lord replied, "Does not each of you on the Sabbath untie his ox or donkey from the stall and lead it to water?...Luke 13:14-15

Did not the Lord Jesus allow John to rest his head on His bosom and hear His heartbeat??

I'm not even going to venture a guess to the motives of such unscriptural criticism, but the result is to discourage people from falling in Love, purely, with God. And resting in Him, so He may bring about fresh healing, infilling and anointing. This is where the power is!

Heidi Baker is another example of unjust persecution. After laboring more than ten years in Africa, she had only established a few churches and was sorely disappointed. Until she went to Toronto, and got slain in the Holy Spirit and was plastered to the floor for something like three days. It took several men to lift her, because of the heavy glory of God that was on her.
She went back to Africa after that, and started the greatest revival that continent has ever seen - with continual miracles of raising from the dead, opening blind eyes, deaf ears and conversions to the Lord unparalleled on that continent. Nonetheless, the group of men supporting her withdrew her support, the moment they learned she went to Toronto. She was going to build orphanages with that money. I mean, we're talking about all these little children left from their parents being hacked to death with machetes. She was going to build orphanages for them, and they took it from her, because she had gone to Toronto and was now endorsing Holy Spirit's legitimate movement there.

This is where the power to overcome our flesh IS. The Trinity fills us with their love, strength, wisdom and anointing during this kind of intimate prayer time. When we've been in the presence of the Lord and the anointing is really flowing, we are feeling wonderful. And it's no problem to come from prayer and overlook these silly little things, loving our brother more than we love ourselves. In fact, we are so in love, we see it as an opportunity to love Jesus Himself. We don't open a door to pride and selfishness, because we are filled with brotherly love in God's presence.

That's why Satan is persecuting us and every other channel or movement that teaches purity and intimacy in Jesus' presence. The demons take things out of context, twist them and put lies in people's heads. If they have purity issues themselves or are captive to lust or pornography, they assign unclean motives to pure vessels and spread lies which cause the innocent new Christians to be afraid they are going to Hell for loving Jesus in purity and innocence.

These are those spoken of in 2 Timothy 3:5 "...having a form of godliness, but denying its power." And very often persecuting those filled with the Holy Spirit, with the evidence of speaking in tongues, as well.

They just aren't aware of the damage they are doing. So all we can do is forgive them and pray God will open their eyes to His Power and coming into His intimate presence in absolute purity and passionate brotherly love, which is how He feels about us.
 
Without being filled by the power of Holy Spirit and the rivers of Living Waters flowing from the Heart of Jesus, Christians, young and old, can't resist being critical and selfish. They can't stop opening doors with judgment, pride, and selfishness. So, the demons rejoice and move right in every time they fail in charity. And they become seriously oppressed and critical of everyone and everything good. Not taking into account the fruit of ministries. Only finding fault and destroying the faith of new Christians who are innocently hungering for God.

When we fall in love with Jesus, we never want to hurt Him again. When we give our lives to Jesus out of fear of Hell, we don't live in His love - we act out of fear, which after a while fades. But who among us wants to live with someone we are afraid of 24-7? Fear causes us to be suspicious, legalistic, rigid and living a false Christian faith out of rules -not love.

I am telling you all these things so you will understand: we are in a war and your soul is the booty. When I don't get enough sweet trysting time with Jesus, I get tired, crabby, impatient, judgmental, etc. etc. Then I open the doors and oppression comes literally flying in.

So, how do we get rid of these doors?

Number ONE is a commitment to holiness and charity. Then, we must fill up on the passionate love Jesus has for us and let Him heal our wounded spirits and souls by coming into worship and resting in His presence. Allowing Him to take us on a journey to Heaven, or a walk - or even letting you rest your head over His heart. These are times of precious loving, bonding and filling with grace. When we see how much He loves us, we begin to accept ourselves for who we are, and others for who they are, and lay down the scalpels of criticism.

We must first be able to love ourselves, or jealousy and fear will predominate in our relationships with one another. When you feel good, you don't want to criticize anyone. When you feel lousy about yourself, everyone is a pain.

So, recognize your faults. Repent of them, asking God's forgiveness and strength to go and sin no more. Renounce these spirits out loud, go into worship and praise. Let the music express your heart to Him. Rest in the words, lifting them up to. If you encounter Jesus, rest in Him. Fill up on His presence - whether you see Him or not.

The Scripture says, "I inhabit the praises of My People Psalm" 22:3
So, based on that one Scripture alone, we know - when we are praising Him, that He is with us. He's there!

"Come into His courts with thanksgiving and praise." Psalm 100:4

"Through Jesus, therefore, let us continually offer to God a sacrifice of praise, the fruit of lips that confess His name." Hebrews 13:15 
 
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls." Matthew 11:28-29 
 
"For thus the Lord GOD, the Holy One of Israel, has said, "In repentance and rest you will be saved, In quietness and trust is your strength." Isaiah 30:15

When you come out of worship, you should feel refreshed, for you have touched the hem of His garment and grace has gone out of Him into you. He has given us many teachings about this intimacy & purity. Listen to them and please - study the Scriptures we use and site.

You can find resources in the box beneath this video, just click on 'show more.' We have a search engine, website and blog called Still Small Voice, Triage for Truth Seekers. And it contains many Scriptural references and teachings to back up everything the Lord Jesus has given us in these messages.

Then practice the Love you feel on others. When you start to get irritated, stop right there and ask Holy Spirit to deliver you from your bad habit. You're going to get very tired of demonic oppression and this will be incentive to keep you from your sinful attitudes.

Guys, I've been experiencing this for the last week. And I want to tell you, that I am TIRED of my sins!! For more reason than one...

If the doors are opened...seek God as to why. Sometimes He will even give you a Rhema or two as to why. Then repent and renounce that attitude. Close the doors and bind the demons in the Name of Jesus, and send the whole mess to the abyss.
Take authority over the energy corrals that cause distraction, isolation, etc. "In the Name of Jesus, I command these corrals to come down. I command these blocks to go to the abyss. I bind (and use the name of the demon) and command you, in Jesus Name, to go to the abyss and never return or send for reinforcements."

It is no wonder we have been horrifically attacked this week, guys. Satan didn't want this message broadcast. But now you are armed with a powerful arsenal of tools against the oppressions you and your family have been suffering for years. Please take it to heart and remember this teaching, "As you judge so shall judgment be meted out to you."

Do not judge others with your spouse or any other person or family member. Isn't it just so "natural" that when we've been attacked or wounded by something done to us or our loved ones - the first response is to attack those who did it, verbally criticizing them? THE DEMONS COUNT ON THIS KNEE JERK REACTION!!!!! They come with arrows in their hands that they pass out to our closest friends. And if they are weak, they use them. You then react and discuss their bad behavior, criticizing them back and forth with your children, parents or spouse. And that's it. All of you just opened personal doors and now each of you will suffer oppression for this.

There is no other solution to this than to love.

That is why Jesus commanded us, "Love one another as I have loved you." John 15:12 And how did He love the Pharisees? "Father, forgive them, they know not what they do." Luke 23:34

So, let us be worthy of His name, not just on the surface where everyone can see, but deep down inside, for it is written:

"Do you not yet realize that whatever enters the mouth goes into the stomach and then is eliminated? But the things that come out of the mouth come from the heart, and these things defile a man. For out of the heart come evil thoughts, etc.etc." Matthew 15:17-19

Just to illustrate this point, (this happened last night, as a matter of fact.) I went grieving to the Lord because I could fast from everything but my Frappacino protein drink, which I enjoy so much. And He answered me, "Do away with your critical spirit and I will ignore your Frappe as if it didn't exist and you were fasting before Me on bread and water."

Wow!

And then the Scripture: You have heard that it was said, 'Do not commit adultery.' But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman to lust after her has already committed adultery with her in his heart." Matt. 5:27-28

And I want to apply the principle in this verse of Scripture to talking about others. This could be applied to any sin, "Do not criticize one another; anyone who does, has assaulted the soul of another in his heart."

Now, I have seen what criticism does people, in the spirit. It leaves a soul ripped and bloody and sometimes even crucified. This is why the penalty is so heavy. The devils are God's policemen. He allows them to attack, because we have attacked others.

Ezekiel and I had a very turbulent marriage for 12 years. It was REALLY hard. Until we figured it out. The minute after we thought badly about anyone - whether they were innocent or guilty, whether we inferred it or merely though and discussed it - we got into an argument that ruined the rest of our day. The Lord was training us. It's true.

So, He was very strict with us, and anyone wanting to grow spiritually must conquer this evil before they can go anywhere with the anointing.

You walk away from these incidents wounded inside, whether someone said it to you out loud, said it behind your back or merely thought it. A poisoned arrow of condemnation goes right to the heart and lodges there, making the soul spiritually sick. That opens the demon's door to those that assaulted you and they come under oppression. Then you get home and discuss it with your wife or husband or mother/father, and react in pain - criticizing them. Now, with ONE arrow, Satan has opened the doors of all these people, so that they'll be oppressed.

"Be wise as serpents, gentle as doves. Love one another as I have loved you," Jesus commanded. (Matt. 10:16) He was at that moment arming us for every battle we would ever have in life. Blessed will we be if we obey Him.

Lord, help us! Amen.

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